Meditations of the Heart (Psalm 19:14)

Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart

    be acceptable in your sight,

    O Lord, my rock and my redeemer.

– Psalm 19:14

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If David knew one truth about God, it was that God considers the inner man before He looks at the outer. When God first called David to be king, he famously told Samuel, “For the Lord sees not as man sees: man looks on the outward appearance, but the Lord looks on the heart” (1 Sam 16:7). Thus David’s prayer here in Psalm 19: God, let the thoughts that run through my heart and the words that come out of my mouth be pleasing to you!

Here’s the reality: what matters most to God is your inner life. Jesus told the religious leaders of His day: “Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! For you are like whitewashed tombs, which outwardly appear beautiful, but within are full of dead people’s bones and all uncleanness” (Mt 23:27). They had all the religious ceremony, yet lacked a repentant condition. They were high on self-righteousness, but low on self-reflection. They had everything they wanted for temporary satisfaction, yet lacked everything they needed for eternal salvation. They praised God with their lips, but their hearts were far from Him (Isa 29:13). 

Notice this: David didn’t separate the inner life from the outer like the Pharisees did. He says in the same sentence, “let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be acceptable in your sight.” He knew that an inner life of wonder and meditation on God’s grace led to an outer proclamation with his mouth. There was no dichotomy, no separation. Indeed, as Jesus taught, it is always “out of the abundance of the heart [the] mouth speaks” (Lk 6:45). Your words will show you what’s in your heart, and your heart is the source for what comes out of your mouth. What you treasure, value, esteem, idolize—it all starts in your heart. It’s a question of worship.

What a sad thing it would be to live your whole life only to have Christ reveal at the end of time that the “meditations of your heart” were far from Him, focused inwardly, selfishly, and pridefully. We can externally appear righteous and clean, but God knows the inner thoughts of our hearts and minds. This is why this prayer is so important. In effect David is asking: God, change my heart and my mind! Let your goodness and grace be such a present reality in my life that every thought and word is lifted up to You!


The truth is that the murmurings of our heart often flit by too rapidly and undetected for us to accurately diagnose our own condition. That is why we need the Word of God. It is a lamp to our feet and a light to our path (Ps 119:105). It is a sharp, double-edged sword, able to pierce into the inner thoughts of our hearts (Heb 4:12). We cannot pray David’s prayer earnestly unless we also let the Word of God search us. By God’s grace, we need the divine spotlight to disclose our inner sin—the meditations of our hearts which are too often fixated on ourselves, our possessions, our dreams, achievements, relationships, worries or wants. Then, by the power of the Holy Spirit, we need new hearts. And herein lies the good news of the gospel: our hearts can be transformed through the power of His sacrifice for our sins, the inner workings of His love, and the day-by-day renewal of our minds as we meditate on the grace that is now ours in Christ Jesus. The question is, has the gospel sunk down so deep into your life that the very meditations of your heart are transformed? I challenge you, pray this prayer and see what God will do in your life.

You May Actually Be An Atheist (Psalm 14:1a)

The fool says in his heart, “There is no God”…

Psalm 14:1a
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According to the Bible there is only one trait which makes you a fool in this world: denying God. It is a fruitless and futile enterprise, or as Derek Kidner puts it, “intellectual and moral suicide.” 1

Now, my fear today is not so much that you do not believe in the God of the Bible—indeed, you likely know of the Father, Son & Holy Spirit; you believe Jesus died and rose again for your sins; you believe the Holy Spirit lives within you; and you believe Christ will come back again to redeem you—I am not concerned about you knowing the facts of Christianity. Instead, I am concerned about something much more insidious—namely, the temptation which you and I are faced with every day to functionally live as if God does not exist. We may not be explicit atheists who declare outright unbelief in God, but we frequently live as functional atheists who claim to know Christ yet live as if nothing is different. What exactly do I mean by this? 

Perhaps the best way I can get this across to you is to ask you the question: if the truths you find in the Bible really are true, how should it change how you live? In other words, if the God of the entire cosmos is perfectly and terrifyingly holy—and we are utterly and treacherously sinful—then do you really believe it is good news that the Son of God has come in the flesh as Jesus Christ to reunite you with God? If you have tasted and seen that the Lord is good (Ps 34:8)—good in his forgiveness of all your sin, good in his grace to renew you every day, good in his constant provision over your life, and good in his faithfulness to keep you secure forever—then again I ask, how should that change how you live? 

You see, if you really believed, grasped, comprehended, and mined the riches of the good news of Jesus Christ for you, you would live as a different type of person. You would view your circumstances differently. You would view your relationships differently. You would view the purpose of your life differently. You would be changed.

No, I am not saying that the mere conjuring up of more faith will make your life better—please don’t misunderstand me. Instead, I’m saying that if you truly abide in the never-ending, super-abounding, ever-faithful love of Jesus poured into your heart through the Holy Spirit, then your life will be changed. You see, the work has already been done: Jesus has given you all you need to enjoy the privileges and favor of God as one of his children. This is called grace. Therefore, the question is not “how do I become closer to God?”, as if you doing anything could merit that honor. Instead, the question is, “am I truly living today as if God’s grace for me is a present reality, able to help me in my time of need, change me in the middle of my failures, and strengthen me in the time of my weakness?” The shift in perspective makes all the difference.

I assure you today: God’s grace is real, Christ has given you a new life, and the Lord your God is with you wherever you may go through the indwelling power of the Holy Spirit. So don’t live your life so far away from the realities of the Bible; don’t say in your heart “there is no God.” Live it instead to the fullest—the fullest of a faith-filled life, the assurance that God in Christ Jesus has indeed given us “everything we need for a godly life through our knowledge of him” through “his very great and precious promises” (2 Pt 1:3-4, NIV). Do you really believe that today?

I assure you if you do, your life won’t be the same.


  1.  Derek Kidner, Psalms 1-72, Kidner Classic Commentaries (Downers Grove, IL: IVP Academic, 2014), 96. 
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“Jesus My High Priest” – A Poem on Hebrews 2:17

Recently I feel in my heart I have succumbed to the sin of unbelief, forgetting God’s personal mercies and grace in my life. Yet in God’s providence I have been reading Hebrews along with the book Gentle and Lowly by Dane Ortlund. Why do I stray so far from a pure and sincere devotion to Christ like I had in my youth when He first saved me? It’s because I don’t dwell on who He is for me. This poem is a reflection on Hebrews 2:17 – “Therefore he had to be made like his brothers in every respect, so that he might become a merciful and faithful high priest in the service of God, to make propitiation for the sins of the people.” By His grace alone I feel the fire stir within me once again. Draw near to the heart of Christ today.

Like me in every way
Still without sin or stain
Jesus my High Priest
You understand my frame

So many times I doubt
And other times I’m proud
Jesus my High Priest
You cover all my shame

When I so poor and frail
My wounds of sin prevail
Jesus my High Priest
You took upon the nails

Oh to see you there!
Bloody, spotless lamb
Jesus my High Priest
By your stripes I’m healed

I come by faith alone
To trade these dirty robes
Jesus my High Priest
Your Righteousness I own

So help my unbelief!
When I don’t have the faith
Jesus my High Priest

Do guard my soul today
Don’t let me fall away
Help me rest in perfect grace 
And keep me all my days 

More Joy (Psalm 4:7)

You have put more joy in my heart than they have when their grain and wine abound.

Psalm 4:7
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The content of Christian joy is never placed in material possessions or temporal prosperity. Rather, it is always placed in the firm foundation of God’s character to us in Jesus. 

Notice the contrast in this verse: while grain and wine abound for those who do not know God, David, without those things, still has more joy than them. It must be therefore that David’s source of joy is not based on the whimsy securement of physical pleasure, but on who he knows his God to be. Even if he doesn’t have luxury, physical safety, good health, or a good reputation in this life—he has his God, and this is enough. 

Jesus told his disciples in John 16:22 that “no one will take your joy from you.” How could this be true if our joy was based on something that could be gone tomorrow? Jesus is centering our hearts on the eternal. He is grounding our lives—what we worship, what we put our hope in, where we derive satisfaction—in Himself. 

Reader, this world will always leave you gasping for joy. Others can never live up to who you wish they were. You will never be all you desire to be. The world is in turmoil, there are forces outside your control—like sickness, suffering and sorrow—which daily intrude your self-contrived plans for the “good life.” When this happens, the first temptation is to narrow your focus on yourself and say “why me?” Somehow, we convince ourselves we are entitled to a life without trouble. But what if true joy can be had even with these things?

Get this: David had much to lack in this verse, but he still had more joy. So when our lives seemingly lack in whatever area we wish they wouldn’t, we must turn our gaze to what we have in God. The reason why David was satisfied is because he knew that God’s love for him was never-ceasing. As those in Christ, we know that God is for us, with us, and working all things together for our good. He knows what is best for us, so when unexpected trials and sufferings come, we are reminded by James to “count it all joy…when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness” (Jas 1:2-3). Indeed, we are able to count our trials and sufferings as joy because we know that God, in His infinite wisdom, love and sovereignty, is able to use them for our good. And our ultimate good is to be made more like Jesus. 

So when Jesus tells you that “no one will take your joy from you,” this is only possible if the entirety of your being is focused on Jesus Himself. For He—as the loving, tender, good Shepherd—never changes. And if He never changes, then your joy is secure. Not that your life will be free from trouble, or that you’ll never be sad, but that you can always have joy. 

And often that perspective is what makes all the difference.

Podcast #19 – I Once Was Blind (2 Cor. 4:1-6)

Text: 1 Therefore, having this ministry by the mercy of God, we do not lose heart. 2 But we have renounced disgraceful, underhanded ways. We refuse to practice cunning or to tamper with God’s word, but by the open statement of the truth we would commend ourselves to everyone’s conscience in the sight of God. 3 And even if our gospel is veiled, it is veiled to those who are perishing. 4 In their case the god of this world has blinded the minds of the unbelievers, to keep them from seeing the light of the gospel of the glory of Christ, who is the image of God. 5 For what we proclaim is not ourselves, but Jesus Christ as Lord, with ourselves as your servants for Jesus’ sake. 6 For God, who said, “Let light shine out of darkness,” has shone in our hearts to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ.

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